First of April and there will be times you feel small, and it's not the first time

Sunday means I woke up late enough to have lunch.
Watched that silly Korean show and the 1 hour Jap anime that I hate to miss on Sunday.
I try not to watch too many Jap anime cos' there are simply addictive without a clear reason to be.But that particular one I watch was without cheesy lines and seemly repetitive plots every episodes. Or maybe it does but it's all part of a lazy Sunday.

After DIY-ing my wall for a lil while, I fell asleep.
Have you feel yourself in between Lalala land & the real world?It's like your soul hung by a thin thread to the body before it floats off. I'm not high on alcohol & drugs but I believe I did experience that. Queer as it is but it feels 'whoa~' and I still have a lil' headache after I woke.

Somedays I feel small. I lead a comfortable life whereby I never worry about having nothing to eat and a bed to sleep. My parents take care of me well for the past 23 years and I shouldn't complain. Then I have a boyfriend who knows almost everything and I am overly relying on him.

Most time I wonder what I do? I know no one is a sole island butI just wish for a talent to call my own. Even if it is a small skill or so, at least I could do something.

I don't like to compare but I know someone you think about is gonna be better than me.

I am just blissing myself in my ignorance and you know sometimes that too, is an art.